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Friday, October 14th, 2005

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Subject:Haha
Time:1:52 pm.
Boston sports teams are like men in relationships:

The Patriots are like the new boyfriend that you really like - he's awesome but almost too good to be true, so you worry.

The Bruins are like the guy that you just casually dated and you don't really care about him, he's just something to do.

The Celtics are like the marriage that was great at one time but has lost it's spark and you always kinda look back and think about how great it was.

And the Sox are the hard core abusive husband who just absolutely beats the shit out of you but day after day you always go back to him cause you believe that tomorrow will be different and you just love him too much.

Monday, October 10th, 2005

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Subject:You will never see me....
Time:5:13 pm.
Mood: numb.
I Threw you the obvious
And you flew with it on your back
A name in your recollection,
Down among a million say

Difficult not to feel just a little bit
Disappointed and passed over
See you naked but oblivious

And you don't see me
And you'll never see me

'Cause I threw you the obvious
Just to see if there's more behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel
Eyes of a tragedy

Here I am expecting just a little bit
Too much from the wounded.
The wounded, the tragic

'Cause you'll never see me
'Cause you'll never see me
'Cause you'll never see me
'Cause you'll never see me

You'll never see me
You'll never see me
You'll never see me
You'll never see me

Oh well
Oh well

Saturday, October 8th, 2005

(Rip Me Open)

Time:8:54 am.
Saw Waiting. Fucking awsome movie! SOOO funny!

Thursday, October 6th, 2005

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Time:4:04 am.
CHECK OUT MY BOY ICE-PIC!!


Monday, October 3rd, 2005

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Subject:WOO HOO
Time:8:05 pm.
Mood: pissed off.
Yay i got laid off today yippie!!!!!!!! FUCK THEM!

Saturday, October 1st, 2005

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Subject:EVERYONE MUST SEE!!!!! LMFAO!!!!!!!!!
Time:9:38 pm.
http://niggastolemybike.ytmnd.com/

Friday, September 23rd, 2005

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Subject:what have I become? My sweetest friend....
Time:12:47 am.
Mood: crappy.
i tried writing a song but there is so much shit in my head right now that i cant even begin to comprehend it all. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Friday, September 16th, 2005

(1 incision | Rip Me Open)

Subject:Does it all simply end, in a blanket of darkness?
Time:7:15 pm.
Mood: calm.
So my buddy was gonna let me borrow his motorcycle today and me and dean were going to go riding today cuz all day it really wasnt to bad a lil sprinkle and then nothing for like 2 hrs but sure enough right when i get out of work it decides its going to rain hard and stay that way, fuck. He was gonna still let me take the bike but it was raining to much so we didnt go. He said to call him tomorrow so hopefully it isnt to bad out after work. works been gettin better they been givin me more work and shit but my manager and owners daught are still teamed up and still hate me and the owner still dont like me to much so we shall see how this goes haha. I keep changing my mind but ive realzied im going to keep my car for the winter. It would be a very dumb decision to get rid of it considering where we live and that fact that its prob goin to be a bad winter. She broke down the other day and i was on the side of the road in raynham for 2 fucking hrs waiting for AAA two cops passed me and looked at me and drove away lol.Prob a good thing considering its not registered. Im going to start taking NO2 in october so that should help me alot with my muscle gain and then maybe ill be able to be happy with how i look and how im progressing. I know i dont look horrible but i still feel that way and i just know i can look better. i dont think ill ever be happy lol. Im going down to see my rents in Jan. They wanted it to be in Dec but i said hell no it has to be Jan cuz i wanna get drunk on the way down and be able to go out with them and drink lol. peace

Monday, September 12th, 2005

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Time:10:06 pm.
Mood: pissed off.
I'll never amount to anything, i dont even know why ive been trying, failure is wut im here for

Wednesday, August 31st, 2005

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Subject:WHO'S IN?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
Time:12:22 am.
Monday, November 07, 2005:
Venue: The Palladium
Address: 261 Main St. Worcester, MA 01608 United States
Comments: All Ages: THE FINAL VOLUME TOUR: SLIPKNOT headlines, As I Lay Dying and Unearth support. Tickets: $39 Adv.

Wednesday, August 24th, 2005

(1 incision | Rip Me Open)

Subject:"Hate can be a positive emotion, When it forces you to better yourself"
Time:1:23 am.
Mood: tired.
While she was "flying" down the road yesterday (10 miles over the limit), a woman passed over a bridge only to find a cop with a radar gun on the otherside lying in wait.


The cop pulled her over, walked up to the car, and with that classic patronizing smirk we all know and love, asked, "What's your hurry?" To which she replied, "I'm late for work." "Oh yeah," said the cop, "what do you do?"

"I'm a rectum stretcher," she responded.


The cop stammered, "A what? A rectum stretcher? And just what does a rectum stretcher do?" "Well," she said, "I start by inserting one finger, then work my way up to two fingers, then three, then four, then with my whole hand in. I work from side to side until I can get both hands in, and then I slowly but surely stretch, until it's about 6 feet wide."


"And just what ! t he hell do you do with a 6 foot asshole?" he asked.

"You give him a radar gun and park him behind a bridge..."


Traffic Ticket $95.00

Court Costs. $45.00

The Look on Cop's Face. PRICELESS

Sunday, August 21st, 2005

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Subject:"Blood tears in my eyes I’m an Anne Rice novel come to life. "
Time:3:21 pm.
Mood: blah.
Yea been workin goin to the gym and spendin time with Haley. that bout covers my life. peace


These days are closing in.
The end has become apparent.
We’re only here for so long.
Will anyone remember my name
When time has washed away
The dust…of my ashes?
When my head rests in a velvet lined casket?
What’s out there?
What is my eternal fate?
It only just recently hit me
That this life…is just a state.
Mortality fading,
Like the innocence of love,
I’m scared to death
Of what’s to become

Of my immortal soul
Of this eternal flame, will you remember?
Will your heart sing with pain?
Who calls out my name?
Who can tell me what happens,
When my eyes close for the last time?
Does it all simply end, in a blanket of darkness?
What of my soul, what of my soul?

All those things you couldn’t say, you should have said.
All those “I love you”s lost,
Weighed more like lead on your chest.
All those things you couldn’t say, you should have said.
All those “I love you”s lost,
Weighed more like lead on your chest.

Of my immortal soul
Of this eternal flame, will you remember?
Will your heart sing with pain?
Who calls out my name?
Who can tell me what happens,
When my eyes close for the last time?
Does it all simply end, in a blanket of darkness?
What of my soul, what of my soul?

If I could take back all those misspent days,
Every second of anger,
I would wash my sins away.

Who calls out my name?
Who can tell me what happens,
When my eyes close for the last time?
Does it all simply end, in a blanket of darkness?
What of my soul, what of my soul?
Who calls out my name?
Who can tell me what happens,
When my eyes close for the last time?
Does it all simply end, in a blanket of darkness?
What of my soul, what of my soul?

Thursday, July 28th, 2005

(Rip Me Open)

Subject:Some Beach Some Where
Time:8:51 pm.
Mood: happy.
So things been real good as of late. Shit at work has been better and im happy. Been spending alota time with Haley, shes great (and so BEAUTIFUL) hehe. Sunday we went to her lil cousins b-day party and chilled wityh the fam for a bit that was fun. They love to embaress her hehe then we went to steve and barrys in the mall (for those of you who dont know ive been changing my appearance around. Been wanting to do this for a while now) Bought a pair of shorts and 2 pairs of jeans and 2 polo shirts and a beer t-shirt. then we went out to eat then we went back to her house for a bit talked with the rents for a while then we went to the Beach but got kicked out so then we went to gooseberry island and that was our night. Monday we chilled around and watched a movie and fell alseep (falling asleep is becoming a nightly habit so i gotta set my alarm so im outa there by 2 heh) then tues we went out with brian and monica and tim and courtney to the driving range and smacked a few balls around. met up with her late lastnight and just watched a movie. she finally saw the crow and she liked it hehe. tonight i be chillin like a villian. prob gonna call mike later see if nething is happening felt bad that i havent had the chance to chill with my camel. Work has been alot less stressful and iumn not sure y, i had a talk with my boss anbd shit but nothing really got fixed or nething, ive just been feelin better and i have been getting some better jobs and shit. i dunno maybe i feel better because they made it a point to tell me that they now realize how much training i have in the field cuz of my skool and that things will change. Ashley is up, seen her a couple times allready, sunday Me, Haley, Ashley, Her b/f, Steve, his G/f, are all going out to dinner on sunday, im lookin forward to that. And from deep in the bush this concludes my broadcast, safe traveling *Capn Dick*

Saturday, July 16th, 2005

(1 incision | Rip Me Open)

Subject:Great country song :)
Time:2:30 pm.
Mood: hot.
Well I'll never forget the first time that I heard
That pretty mouth say that dirty word
And I can't even remember now what she backed my truck into
But she covered her mouth and her face got red
And she just looked so darn cute
That I couldn't even act like I was mad
Yeah I live for little moments like that

Well that's like just last year on my birthday
She lost all track of time and burnt the cake
And every smoke detector in the house was goin' off
And she was just about to cry until I took her in my arms
And I tried not to let her see... me laugh
Yeah I live for little moments like that

I know she's not perfect but she tries so hard for me
And I thank God that she isn't 'cause how boring would that be
It's the little imperfections it's the sudden change in plans
When she misreads the directions and we're lost but holdin' hands
Yeah I live for little moments like that

When she's layin' on my shoulder on the sofa in the dark
And about the time she falls asleep so does my right arm
And I want so bad to move it 'cause it's tinglin' and it's numb
But she looks so much like an angel that I don't wanna wake her up
Yeah I live for little moments
When she steals my heart again and doesn't even know it
Yeah I live for little moments like that

Wednesday, July 13th, 2005

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Subject:hahahahahha
Time:2:08 am.
Mood: calm.

What will God say to you when you die?
Name
Age
Religion
You will say: What is the meaning of life?
He will say: I should have killed you long ago...
How much do you deserve to be in heaven? - 46%
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Friday, July 8th, 2005

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Subject:Left this and a dozen roses in Haley's car for her to get after work :)
Time:10:58 pm.
"You And Me"

Far into the cool air night
Comes a warmth from deep down in
As the moon shines off the calm ocean water
Its your face that i can see
So grabe my hand and close your eyes
As we sail off into the midnight sea
Out here its just you and me
None to bother, None to see
Ill hold you tight and keep you warm
As i wrap my arms around you
Your touch so soft it takes me away
We have all night together so here i stay
My body tingles with each sweet kiss
When i look into your eyes it an internal bliss
So lets sail all night, we can hold eachother tight
Its just you and me
Out in the big blue sea

Monday, July 4th, 2005

(Rip Me Open)

Time:1:44 am.
Mood: drunk.
WOO HOO KEG STAND RULE!!!!!!!!!! WOO HOOOO!!!!!!!

Sunday, July 3rd, 2005

(1 incision | Rip Me Open)

Subject:Yea buddy
Time:7:53 pm.
Mood: cheerful.
Driving down the interstate
Running thirty minutes late
Singing Margaritaville and minding my own
Some foreign car driver dude with the road rage attitude
Pulled up beside me talking on his cell phone
He started yelling at me like I did something wrong
He flipped me the bird an' then he was gone

Some beach
Somewhere
There's a big umbrella casting shade over a empty chair
Palm trees are growing and a warm breezes a blowing
I picture myself right there
On Some beach, somewhere

I circled the parking lot trying to find a spot
Just big enough I could park my old truck
A man with a big cigar was getting into his car
I stopped and I waited for him to back up
From out of no where a Mercedes Benz
Came cruising up and whipped right in

Some beach
Somewhere
There's no where to go when you got all day to get there
There's cold margaritas and hot Senioritas smiling with long dark hair
On some beach
Somewhere

I sat in that waiting room
It seemed like all afternoon
The nurse finally said doc's ready for you
you're not gonna feel a thing we'll give you some novocain
That tooth will be fine in a minute or two
But he stuck that needle down deep in my gum
And he started drilling before I was numb

Some beach
Somewhere
There's a beautiful sunset burning up that atsmosphere
There's music and dancing and lovers romancing
In the salty evening air
On some beach
Somewhere
On some beach, somewhere

Friday, July 1st, 2005

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Subject:Its Mass all we do is drive fast and get taxed - Steve Nemet
Time:10:56 pm.
Mood: mellow.
So i think i figured out what im going to do bout my car. Im going to replace the tranny and put new brakes in it and clean it up nice nice and then im going to sell it. Then im gonna pay off my loan with the money and then im going to start driving the tranz am again. This way i wont have a $200 car bill everymonth and i can drop my insurance back down to basic and then i will be able to save money and get into an apartment. My blazer isnt in bad condition at all the body and interior are in great shape and it runs fine. so i should have no problem sellin it. Not sure yet how much its going to be but prob around 4-5 grand nothing is in stone yet but this seems to be the best way out of that car and into the chance to save money. I only needed the blazer for skool and now that im not drivin to skool everyday i dont need it nemore. and when winter comes if im drivin the TA then ill just buy a winter beater and drive that. hehe my TA is comin back hehe god i cant wait. Gotta fix her up too :) Things with Haley been going really good, I'm happy :) Still gettin along with her rents so that is always a plus. now i gotta meet her grandma and on monday we are goin to onset with her aunt and uncle to see the fireworks, should be a good time as long as she dosent tell her aunt what i said!!!!! YOU CANT TELL HER!!!!!! lol. Tomorrow im the only technician in service workin. We are technicially closed but a few oppointments were made so i gotta take care of em and i gotta do stickers for new cars being sold. then im gonna get outa there and come home and start workin on the garage for a few hrs. then bout 6 me Haley, Kendra and Dean are going to the Wrentham Outlets. Kendra has been dieing to change my wardrobe a bit and she said its was a requirment that this had to happen to i can go to the annual fourth of july party lol so we are going to some store and gonna make me nice nice, im lookin forward to it tho. somthing different :) Then we are going to go back to deans house and start the party lol then on sunday its all partying at deans and into monday. Monday is more drinkin and relaxin and grillin then i go see fireworks with Haley :) so this weekend is shaping up to be pretty good Woo Hoo! peace

Tuesday, June 28th, 2005

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Subject:FUCKING CAR!
Time:10:17 pm.
Mood: irate.
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